Just had to tell you... Last night I jumped in to bed and Michael was fast asleep. As I got under the covers Michael let out a little chuckle, so cute. It reminded me of how you used to mumble & smile in your sleep and how I could sometimes get a conversation out of you! I chuckled back at Michael - just to see what he would do, well he laughed again! It made me proper chuckle, which made Michael laugh again. On and on we went for about 10 minutes. Michael still fast asleep said 'stop it Mummy, you're so funny' I lay on my pillow and the smiles and chuckling turned to sadness and tears - felt so alone and bloody annoyed that you were not here to share it with me and see how funny your little man is. I couldn't call you and say 'ah come and look at what our Michael is doing' I had no one to tell! I guess I've got plenty of these tiny moments that everyone else takes for granted ahead of me. As much as I will still keep smiling for our boy, I will always feel the sadness in my heart. All my love Husband. xxxxx